I miss calling you baby or all the other stupid pet names I came up for you. Because calling you all those things meant that you didn't mind me being sickeningly sweet and that you were happy being called mine.
Now I call you by your first name because there's no reason why I shouldn't. I've been used to calling you by your special names (sometimes not calling out your name at all) that letting your real one slip out my lips seem so foreign. I call you like how everybody else calls you now. I'm now just like everybody else.
Who knows, someday soon someone will be given the privilege of not calling you by your first name again...and you'll be happy.
;o; *hughughug*
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